十一月拾遺 2013 (二)－.

∑私下安慰我，給我打氣，說不感動是假的。剛看時有點竊喜，但馬上又覺得不該如此攪和情緒，就冷了下來。今天晚上又登入，像以往偷看小紙條一樣打開信箱，莞爾一笑，登出。就像以往將紙條藏封起一樣。

突然覺得，人類最單純與真摯的情感不過如此，就像小孩子寶貝箱裡的珍藏，想到時就拿出來把玩。我很驚訝，也慶幸自己還像個孩子，可以這麼單純地接受別人的善意，也可以很篤直的排斥別人的惡意，即使被撕裂成碎片，我仍保有那樣簡單的情感。

聽聖嚴法師開示，投胎時是有意識地，無所謂選擇，端看哪個因緣成熟了。而因緣則又是受業力的牽引。

所以，這一輩子會遇到的人，都是因為因緣成熟。這因，有善因，有惡因，只要成熟，就會結緣。

所以，那些貴人是善因的成熟，惡人是因為惡因的成熟。

有些人因跟我結了惡緣才讓我看清一些事，這到底是善緣還是惡緣？善因緣受業力牽引，也會變惡的。惡因緣如果能不再糾纏，應該是善終才對。

放下那些不討喜的人吧，同樣的，自己不討人喜，也早早結束那樣的關係，這真的是一種善終。

生命在綻放的當下也走向凋零，美麗的景緻呈現也同時在消失，這就是無常。

草筆於6/11/2013

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it take some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes some tears to make it rust
It takes some dust to make it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la it is so....

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes some loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la it is so wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle